I finally made the commitment to start trying again and know I can afford to start at the end of March but it seems so far away! Why can't I just magically receive $1000 now so I can get this show back on the road? Maybe the tax man will be good to me this year.
The anticipation is slowly starting to get to me. I keep finding myself on the baby center website oohing and aahing at all the birth anouncements and reading the newest post on the SMC-trying webpage when I should be focusing on work.