Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Still Here

I haven't posted in awhile, mostly because I'm still a little freaked out by last weeks trip to the hospital and also because my a-hole of co-worker has gone on to tell everyone that I am unable to learn how to handle complex problems and that I am worthless, nothing better than a secretary. I just don't want to bitch everytime I blog.

The fluid stopped leaking but I've noticed a decrease in the baby's activity. It could be caused by the baby moving to odd place or my anterior placenta but it still freaks me out. Don't get me wrong, I feel him and know he's alive but compared to the boxing matches he was having with my insides a few weeks ago, I am now barely getting a tap every 3-4 hours. I wonder if I'm starting to get to that point where the baby is getting to big to be doing all his flips. It's probably all FTM paranoia.

I have my review coming up this week. I'm nervous about it to say the least. I'm just hoping asshole's new smear campaign wont affect my review. Guess I will find out soon enough.


Kristina said...

Oh God, that just sounds horrible. It makes me never want to work in an office again - that and my own horror stories! Hang in there (but I hope you get a job that appreciates you more, and has a more supportive environment, very soon).
Can you ask your doctor about your movement concerns? I would imagine that movement do decrease the bigger the baby gets.

Little One said...

I remember how nerve wracking it would be not feeling as much movement. Luckily, I could eat chocolate frozen yogurt and she would respond to that immediately. Definitely tell your doctor you are thinking about it. But once you hear the doppler you'll feel a lot better.

Tiara said...

Oh I think I truly hate that asshole co-worker of yours! The last thing you need right now is to deal with his antics! Take care!