I am just so ready to start this next cycle. I have three weeks to go but I just want to start now. It doesn't help that my paranoid sister (now 21 wks preg.) told me that the real reason I haven't gotten pregnant is because I have nearly everything a baby could need. Seriously? Look, I don't prescribe to the old school "your jinxing yourself", I'm more from the school of thought of "If you build it, they will come". Her advice was to sell everything I bought and then I will get pregnant. When my sister says things like this, I just want to strangle her. I'm sure there have been other woman out there who have purchased things before they got pregnant.
The weather is beautiful right now and I would just kill for a day off to enjoy a nice walk and then an afternoon on the couch watching Project Runway reruns. It's grant application season again and I have been really putting in some overtime at the office. I worked at my office for nearly 23 hours and another 8 hours at the restaurant this weekend. I'm still one application away from being done (due on friday). Unfortunately I am feeling so uninspired right now, I just can't seem to put the words on the paper. I guess that is why I'm procrastinating and blogging.