Cycle 1

I can't believe this cycle is finally here! I'm nervous but excited. I have to admit that I woke up to a full blown panic attack on Sunday night. It freaked me out so much that I ran through my finances again and talked to a friend to reassure me. So this morning I called the clinic and scheduled my CD3 baseline ultrasound for Wednesday morning. According my calculation, my first IUI should be on the 8th.

I was suppose to go home this weekend to spend time with my family, but I was so busy with work last week I never got around to doing dishes, laundry and packing. Although it would have been great to see the family, it was nice to lounge around the house for a couple of days. Of course I can't sit still for long so I picked up a few extra shifts at the other job.

A couple of months ago I met this really cute guy while I was walking my dog. He lives in my apartment complex. We run into each other from time to time, but lately he seems to be around much more often. Yesterday he asked me if I could join him for a drink. Like an idiot, I said no. What was I thinking?? I guess I just don't want to be put in the situation where I need to tell him about my little baby adventure I'm on. But damn he's hot!! Something to ponder.....