The fat lady sang. On to the next cycle.
I still feel sick as hell but I guess I must have just come down with something or my body is just reacting poorly to all the meds I've been pumping into myself.
I guess you can never tell how bad you want something until you realize you can't have it. I've been pretty bummed all morning about it all but I also can't help but think that everything happens for a reason and this was not meant to be.